Monday: What a mess.

I have to return back the motorcycle that i borrowed from a friend a couple month ago today.
Back then..i arrive here in kl only with 2 red note and a bag of clothes.
Then stay at one of my friend house..till now =.=!
The first day i'm here..God help me a lot..i got a job on the evening after interviewed on that morning,
but i dont have the transportation, so my friend temporarily gimme his motorcycle to use for free.
Everything goes really smooth on that day, such a miracle to me.

Now..it's been 4 month.
I lost my job..i mean, i quit the job..because of some reason that i couldn't tell here.
and the owner of that motorcycle ask me to return it today, and pay for the roadtax Rm300.
I only got Rm200 in my pocket after begging at my sister. More Rm100 to go~.
such a pain in ass.
Dem! i hope he'll gimme some more time.

That's my kind of music.!

Hye..
err..what kind of music do you listen to?
I've put a lot of songs from the strokes guys + other bands..it's more into garage rock, grunge + +..
coz that's my type of music.
it must be annoying to listen to this kind of music when you are entering BIB!. Your ear might seriously bleeding if you don't like this kind of music.
Haha! it's ok, u can turn it off, the playlist at the bottom.
or maybe i should change it to something more harmony like kitaro types or something, ^^

hey! why should i do that?
Till now, not even one person stop by at this Blog anyway. =.=!
ok. Just enjoy it.

Hey you! what's more about you?.

I dont have a talent of writing novel or poem.
I dont have a great life to tell..
I dont have a things to show..
I dont know how to play guitar..
i'm not that knowledgeable..
and my face's not as justin bieber face..or korean shit.
but i still have one. a completely perfect face..with two eyes that could see, a nose that could breath and smell and a mouth that could breath and eat..and all of that come together to call a complete human look. i really thankful for that.

my life is..
what i could say..it's clueless, blur
my pockets broke as hell. And i used to it.
I had a driver..and a really big car, they call it bus.
yep! that's my regular transportation.
i'm not a poor guy, cause i still have something to eat and i'm not starving. i really thankful for that.
i had a shelter called rent house, cause i couldn't afford to have a fully own house.
my phone not even have a camera.
and in these few days..it's not even working on talking..it keep off and off again and again if i speak more than 2 minutes. damn!

Dreams..I had it a lot. but the serious one for life is...
i wanna be an engineer in construction field.
but my SPM (sijil pelajaran Malaysia) wasn't that good. it's not that my head is full of shit or something...
it's just..i dont have that einstein brain kind, but i still had a brain, even it's a regular one, still a perfect one with no damage as a normal human. and i thankful for that.
with a limited result and fund.. i just could take a certificate level at polytechnic.
After graduate from polytechnic..i further my study at college in KL.
but..the fees are too much, i couldn't afford it.
MARA's just funding a brilliant brain bumiputra kids, and me..i'm just an ordinary bumiputra guy who had a normal brain. so, just forget it.
( by the way..i really hate this bumiputra and non-bumiputra things. i wish i could change it. the politic view in malaysia is just full of bullshit, and the government keep shittin' around.)
So, i quit. and 2 years wasted.
Then, in 2009 i further study for my diploma at polytechnic again.
and i made it, i graduate successfully..in age 24.

Finding a job is really hard,
most of the companies..they just want an experienced employee.
a fresh graduate, it's just difficult to find a seat, to get accepted.
i had post my resume over 300+ on jobstreet..jobcentral..emailed direct to companies.
still no answer.
right now..i'm working at cyber cafe somewhere in kepong.
sure it's fun..free internet, you could play games, or online shit.
but, there's no life..no future.
so, my plan now is..i'll take IELTS this year. and enter nott.univ next year, if i can and if they accept me.
I'll take my degree. and finish it on my 29 years of life, if it went smooth..I hope it went smooth.

Love,..
Aha!. i never had a lover before till now.
it's not that i'm a picky guy or a gay..i'm truly straight guy.
i used to like some girls, but i got rejected..10 times as i could remember.
some girls used to like me..but i refuse to accept them.
i dont hate them..it's a matter of heart, you just cant force it.


that's more of me.

Now..i really think that I've become a real 'MADAO'.

Hello. And what the heck with this blog?.

Firstly.

for the first post..i guess there's a need to explain a little bit about this blog.

a) why it named 'Broken Inglish Blog'?

- bcoz my english is not good, really.
so, i think it would be better if i mention it in the first place, so you all wouldn't be so surprise when u read my writing, or you might get sick because of it or, you might feel like wanna kill me,

b) So, what the heck are you trying to prove? if you are not good at it, so dont!
you dont have to use english as your first language in your blog. it's not like you'll get kill because of it or something. Just use malay then, a language that you really good at~.

- well, i'm thinking about to improve my english. And found this is one of the ways how to do it.
Plus, i'm not lose even a single penny on this, and it could be a good and healthy hobby though. ^^

c) Do you like Justin Beiber?

- That's not in the topic.
But, i really dont like his songs. Aha!.